ONE YEAR.
ONE YEAR OF BEING AN ANGEL! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
New theme also added! It will have new things added very soon, this is just a very simple version for the time being. Hooray!!!!
I genuinely cannot believe it's been a year since I nearly died. Like it's just so unreal how I'm on the literal verge of ending it all and I just randomly think "yeah god saved me from dying in there!!!!!!!" and that somehow gave me the will to live. Like what the hell sure.
I've never met someone with a similar coping mechanism but tbf I rarely reach out to people frequently. I cut off most of my friends a year ago since I was far too unstable to maintain any relationships. I'd like to make new friends now though. But, I've started small! I met someone while playing Royale High on Roblox a while ago. Her name is Candy and I really like her. She's nice to me and listens to my rambles.
On an unrelated note I really want to finish Ace Attorney Spirit of Justice today. I'm on Turnabout Revolution and I stayed up last night until like 11:30 so now my head hurts. Well, better then the pain I endured last year. Good lord my eyes would NEVER stop stinging back then. They still do, honestly.
Finals week is also this week, and my job interview is TOMORROW. Ooooh boy. It's either working at the school or working at fast food. Between the two, it's rather obvious. You'd have to pay me crazy amounts of money to work at a place like Starbucks or Mcdonalds.
Things are alright now though. While the family never believed me and the truth, it's not as bad as being dead. After all, in a few years I can just move somewhere far away and forget it all.
I'm glad I'm alive.