Love me.
I did it. I stood up to my mother, and finally snapped at her.
To make a LONG story short: I opened up to my mom about a lot of things and she hit me with the "you're making it up." So, finally, I respond back with one very long message telling her that she's selfish & an awful person to disregard her own daughter's life
She needed to be told that anyway. About time, too! I was sick of it! I feel like that one image hold on
shout out to my ex for (kinda?) being there. I just kind of felt that I needed someone with me while I did this. He wasn't actually here though despite us going to the same school... I just had my discord client open while I wrote it. I asked him to tell me that he loved me, even if it was a lie, just to calm down for a while.
And he did! Thank the lord! If he didn't I would've probably never sent that email.
I was scared while writing it, but now I kinda feel fine. Whatever happens, it happens. I don't care what she responds back with. We ball or whatever people say.
But, it feels nice. Having it finally off my back. I'm glad.