last day of work & back to hell
IM IN FUCKING NEVADA AGAIN OHHHH MY GODDDDDDDD KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME
No joke I am genuinely loosing it every single day I go to this fuckass place. It's like there's something here that causes me to go insane.
I'm kind of doomed though. I know that every single time some school break comes around, my aunt and uncle WILL drag me to this god awful place.
I just hate Nevada. Sorry to everyone else who lives here but I genuinely cannot stand it. Although, it's more of my parents & household over the general place. Nevada is an okay place. The snow is beautiful whenever it arrives and the scenery is nice.
I HATE MY PARENTS. GOOOOOOOOD LORD. Actually this is like the equivalent of finding a fork in the kitchen because I truly despise my entire family as a whole. I like my dad (mostly?) (does he even care about me?) but that's about it. I do plan on just moving far away or just cutting off my entire family once I move out and graduate.
The house is just awful. I mean yeah with having 2 toddlers running around, that's bound to happen. But no seriously I think this place has kind of become a health hazard at this point. There's always food on the floor (sometimes moldy), things thrown about, I don't even know what else. It's just in constant disarray. I try to clean whenever I can though.
If I get sick I'm blaming this trip. Actually I probably am right now. I forgot that the tea leaves were expired (replaced the empty container last time I was here, saw the expiration date be 2024 (or 2025?) parents said it was fine so I put it in anyway.) and good lord. It's the aftertaste mainly that made me want to vomit. Tasted... sour? Like drinking straight hand sanitizer. I don't even want to know what else is expired here. I tried eating an apple but that tasted bitter somehow.
Yeah I have no idea what I'll do. Thankfully I'm going on either Saturday or Sunday (PLEASE GOD LET ME GO ON SATURDAY OR EARLIER) so I won't be suffering here for eternity. I ABSOLUTELY will be loosing my shit when Christmas vacation comes around and I have to endure weeks of being here. I'll probably run away honestly.
Well. Nevada insanity aside, a few days ago was my last day of work. It was god fucking awful and I hated it. As usual I did all the work (wow!!!!!!) and I left tired.
I guess at the end of the day it was still good experience. It'll look nice on a resume and I avoided being at Nevada for over a month. That's good enough to me. And also money but I'm not even allowed to spend it so whatever. If I were, I'd buy myself a Nintendo Switch lite & some real Pokemon games. Also a few Pokemon cards too, I'd definitely buy my TCG Live deck. I'm sure it would be cheap, if I chose the cards that aren't the higher variants.
I got decently close with one of my coworkers as well. He likes Pokemon too, so it's not a surprise that I enjoy his friendship. Friendship. God please keep it this way and do NOT send me some bullshit from a guy again. God's done this to me like 10 times I do not need more.
Yeah I don't know. I truly am loosing it but I also don't have time to think about that right now. I do have time to write this stupidly long rant and play Minecraft however until my siblings wake up...