Homecoming crown
ah, what a dream it would be to become a crowned princess...
It's very childish. But, if you know me. you'll know that I wouldn't reject the idea of it.
Homecoming is a school event that primarily welcomes back old football players hence the name. However for the fun of it, there's always an elected queen & king for the event. And also princess & prince for the lower grade levels.
It's no surprise that my name isn't on the fateful list. Maybe in another universe however? Or next year as queen? Maybe maybe maybe.
I just think the entire idea is fun. Very much from something like a movie, crowned as "Homecoming royalty" and dancing a weekend night away with friends. It's charming.
Today's the 3rd. There's going to be a school rally, a little parade, and the 9th - 11th grade students that were elected will be crowned in the afternoon. I suppose I'm excited to see it?
The rally is during my 8th period class. I really wish it was 6th period instead, I find myself really disliking Spanish class. It's so difficult!
Edited 12:15 PM
... I'm a bit of a liar, actually.
sorry! as much as I'd love to keep up that adored facade of a princess fantasy, I have mixed emotions whenever this event comes around every year. The actual truth is: I don't have very happy memories of this event at all.
I'd like to keep all the negative posts on my private blog, but I feel a little conflicted doing so. You don't go so far lying your way through things. Besides, if all comes together on this blog, let the truth be written alongside the lies. All means everything, right?
can't believe a bearblog post on school dances made me realize this and make that decision but whatever anyway:
An accident happened at the time of the homecoming dance 2 years ago when I was in 9th grade. I won't write in detail for obvious reasons, but I've avoided this event and all things related to it. Last year, I was also on bearblog crashing out on a blog post while I hid in a teacher's room while the rally went on. I suppose some things never change?
... I don't want to go to the rally or participate in that parade. I think I'll just do the same thing. Just, anything to avoid it. I'll ditch it and go home myself if I absolutely needed to.
And the truth? I think I'd actually go insane if I were even elected. I considered it maybe for my senior year of high school. but absolutely not now. Besides, if I want that crown so bad, I'm pretty sure it's some cheap $20 pack of 4 crowns on Amazon made for birthday parties or something.
Maybe I don't like this event. So be it? The dance was cancelled at my school anyway due to a lack of interest- so I'm not the only one alone on this.
To deal with all of this, I think I'll just spend this night finishing Death is the Only Ending for the Villainess... I only have around 200 pages left anyway.