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Home, Soon

FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

Did I spend 99% of this week staring at a clock waiting for the day to pass? Yes. Do I regret it? Not really.

I am just so glad. This place truly did drain my mental health. I also think I have a migraine? I've had this "headache" for 5-ish days now with constant nausea. Everything feels too bright and too loud suddenly.

But! Home! Soon!!!!!!!

"Home" isn't much of a word I'd describe this place. Living with my dad and step mom is, well, awful. I can't imagine a good environment here for my siblings to grow up. I feel bad about it; but I can't think of much I can do.

I am worried about the snow. Apparently we'll be driving through snowy & rainy weather, which is a little scary. I know my dad drives (mostly) fine but still- I'm a bit anxious. I can only hope that this trip goes smoothly.

I also hope there's no delays. If I stay here for one more day, I'll probably start loosing my mind.