Happy New Years 2026
ITS 2026
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
It's been one very, very long year. I'm glad it's over. So glad.
2025 was quite an interesting year... strange. So strange. It feels like one big fever dream honestly.
| the good | the bad |
|---|---|
| starting this blog | whatever summer was |
| befriended people that hated me | 9th grade finals |
| cut off my shitty mom | mrbeast virus infecting my laptop |
| got into baking | got doxxed by "friend" |
| won the county art contest | overworked from school |
| got better at art & 3d modeling | depression kicking my ass |
That's all I can think of at the moment. As said, feels like a big fever dream. I cannot believe I actually cut off my mom this year. I was really fighting tooth and nail for years to go back to my mom's house only to do this. Wow. Little me would be upset but I also really hate my mom so whatever.
I'm quite proud of myself. Last year, I used to have a lot of damage to my name. A lot of people did dislike me and think I was immature after a certain event happened in November of 2024. Despite this, I still managed to send a statement and actually befriend the same people who said awful things to me. While I've forgiven them, I will say that I cannot forget it all. But still... It's nice to not hold grudges all the time.
I also sent out an email to my cousins. Of course I never wrote about it in this blog; rather I wrote it back when I used Github for blogging, but I had my laptop taken away for 4 months once. It seems harmless, but at the time I was suffering with awful depression. My laptop's kind of the one thing that brings me comfort. The communities im in online, the several projects I work on, etc. It's been bothering me as of lately. I never told my cousins how I felt when they took away something so important to me. So I did. I told them they made an awful choice doing that, and that I want them to acknowledge this.
Also that stupid MrBeast virus. Stupid stupid stupid. I download ONE thing (I believe it was a 3d model? I hate people that use ad-ridden websites for their downloads. Goddamn.) and boom. Laptop so infected I couldn't even factory reset Windows. And then, my journey to Linux started...
Did I ever even make a blog post on Linux? I forgot if I ever did. Anyway, I installed linux and it was wonderful. I'm free from Windows bloatware and my CPU being at 60%+ all the time. I use arch (btw) and hyprland! Hyprland is quite nice, I think it makes me more productive, then just the normal windows.
I started to 3d model more often. I'm thinking of returning to DeviantArt for MMD & to meet the people that I used to look up to, but their AI stuff makes me hesitate. But I'm still considering.
I think it'll be a nice year!