Accuse
whats up guess who's back to going insane on bearblog dot dev
I actually cannot get a single break. wow. I'm going insane I think. my head hurts
feeling like that one klavier gavin sprite
Anyway worst fear happened. I got accused of using AI. I think being accused of using AI as a creator in general is like one of the worst things ever. I say people can't tell me I use AI for art because my autonomy is god awful but... writing?
The context is really stupid. I was the only one in my US History class to get 40/40 (100%) on an essay. I suppose everyone just got really upset over it, almost immediately as soon as word got out, everyone started throwing lies around. I didn't say much at the time. But I wish I started screaming at them or something. Same time, I really don't want to be anywhere near the principal's office.
It's mainly the girls in my class. There's one with a very insufferable laugh. Like a really loud dog's chewing toy that squeaks.
Something strange I've noticed is that barely any of them can bother even saying my name while talking about me. It's always "she" which is really ironic when you really think about it.
I feel just, awful. I've been through a lot worse but this month has just been a wreck. It's constantly one thing after another. And I really have nobody to talk to. Although considering how much I isolate myself I have nobody but myself to blame.
I'll be fine. If I survived whatever the fuck 2024 June & July was, I can surely get through this fine.